Bitterness, Silent Killer

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My body can’t bare the weight
World closing in and I suffocate
Bitterness and anger meet here
Blackness fills, until I disappear

All I need is one more breathe
Just give it to me so I can live
Captured, you hold me bound
Used up, cast on the ground

You refuse to hear all my outcries
Emotionless, believe your own lies
I needed you and you turn away
Unable to make you want to stay

Trust what you want about a soul
But mine is under your control
You keep me locked away, lonely
Tell me I will always be your only

Lies, all lies to keep me enslaved
When I just wanted to be saved
That is pain you see in my eyes
I refuse to wear your disguise

Bitterness you are just so cruel
Stubborn as a big damn mule
Is this all just a foolish game?
To keep me stuck in your pain

Bitterness, Silent Killer© by SBDMB (MM)

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19 Comments

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19 responses to “Bitterness, Silent Killer

  1. Very passionate and heart-touching!

  2. The cadence of bitterness is audible in this write. This piece speaks and feelings flow from the depth of melancholic soul.

  3. I can totally relate. As of now,I felt very depressed and no one even notice it. I can feel a lot of bitterness in my heart but I’m trying my very best to overcome this emotions. I tried writing down some bible verses to help me. Thank you for this.

  4. Thank you for gracing us with your words. They remind me of the long, painful process of healing from trauma, and the absolute necessity of spiraling down in order to spiral up–one small step each day. God bless you!
    Elouise

  5. fashionablefitgirl

    Wow absolutely beautiful!

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