This Life

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Life has so much to teach me still, it bends me and tries to break my will
Takes me up just to drop me low, I never know which to way to go
Struggling daily just to cope, feeling like I have so little hope

However long I try to be free, depression always seems stronger than me
Ruining friendships I hold dear and the love I want to be so near
In the end I’ll likely be alone, for many things I must atone

I hate how vulnerable I feel with you and hate these damn emotions too
Always a wreck and I’m never in control, life is taking such a toll
From my mouth there’s no sound as I crumble to the ground

Don’t know how to live but cannot die, and you are the only reason why
I get so caught  up in my head- Wondering, am I better off as dead?
Yet every day that I’m with you, is so much better as us two©

by Mac

 

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4 Comments

Filed under Depression, inspiration, Life Lessons, poetry

4 responses to “This Life

  1. Great lesson inside words…Thanks for sharing. Also check for inspiration https://journeytoknowyourself.wordpress.com

  2. Depression is hard to deal with!!! Thanks for sharing. Take care!!

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